God knows Best

God knows best... kinda of (actually not kinda, always) father knows best! I have started a post on my journey through searching for my spiritual gift, but that one still needs some work. So, I thought I would share about my day. Today has just been one of those days, I just have worked myself into a funk, complete melt down mode. I know I am blessed. I have tried to grasp His sacrifice for me yet I know I will never comprehend its magnitude. However, in the midst of all the joy I am still that whining child, "Daddy why can't I have it?" I continually question why my heavenly Father withholds and he constantly sings over me, "Because I love you and I know best."

As a child my father would take things away that would harm me or withhold things that were dangerous. I don't think it was the taking part that bothered me so much as it was I wanted what I couldn't have. The classic child mentality. I do the same thing so often with my heavenly Father. I simply want what I can't have; how stupid. He knows best. End of discussion. Just like the big puzzle he sees the pieces that don't fit and the pieces he will hand us over time to make the puzzle complete. Only He knows the finished product.

Well, still on the wedding circuit but taking a break this weekend to see a few of my favorite people... these three girls...



I could not be more excited. I'll post pics and stories when I return. I hear MK has some big news for us! Windy City here I come!